Trying To Start Again
June 13th 2008 21:09
It's so hard... so hard. I've been through hell the last few months and I've lost all drive to live. All drive to write.
But I'm back. I'm going to try again. I HAVE to try again. If I am to survive the hardest trials of my life, if I am to survive these things, I must write. I have always written. It is my release. It has been with me since grade three, one of my hard years. It was there when I had to move, Daddy got sick, my parents split up. It was there all throughout the worst school ever.
Writing was there when Daddy was on his deathbed. I wrote then. I write now. I will always write, so long as I live and breath.
And one day, I hope, maybe this writing will affect the world. Maybe I CAN make a difference. Maybe I can make people see just how hard it really is to live. Maybe.
All these maybes and only one certainty.
I'll damn well try.
But I'm back. I'm going to try again. I HAVE to try again. If I am to survive the hardest trials of my life, if I am to survive these things, I must write. I have always written. It is my release. It has been with me since grade three, one of my hard years. It was there when I had to move, Daddy got sick, my parents split up. It was there all throughout the worst school ever.
Writing was there when Daddy was on his deathbed. I wrote then. I write now. I will always write, so long as I live and breath.
And one day, I hope, maybe this writing will affect the world. Maybe I CAN make a difference. Maybe I can make people see just how hard it really is to live. Maybe.
All these maybes and only one certainty.
I'll damn well try.
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